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(no subject) [Feb. 2nd, 2014|11:29 pm]
nessa
Does anyone even use this anymore?
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holidays. [May. 10th, 2009|08:34 pm]
nessa
[Current Location |my mom's desk.]
[I'm feeling.. |gloomygloomy]

hello friends!!
wow, I've really neglected this site for a while, my apologies.

I don't have teh interwebz.. =(

Happy Mother's Day to all of you mommies! =D

So a couple of days ago I was working ( like always, it's all I do now..), and so my bro calls me and the first thing that he says is " someone shot your cat"
...!!!
what the ff!
Okay I understand that he's a prowler, and not fixed so he's probably aggravating all the female cats around, but still. Don't shoot my kitty! And it's not like they were shooting around him to scare him off, they just barely missed his heart. Shattered his effing arm!! ( Trying to watch my language.)
And I felt really bad because earlier that week I kept him outside cos he was full of fleas and I was currently putting those drops on him, and flea bombing my house. So I wanted to wait to de-flea him. Also, another reason I felt like a horrible pet-owner is cos earlier that very same day I had heard him meow-ing at the door and I didn't get up to let him in. How horrible am I?
And so the very next day I got up extra early (7 A.M) to take him to the vet. Prior to finding out someone tried to kill my very adorable kitty, Elizabeth was due to have her baby at 8 A.M. that very same day (Thursday).
I tried to hurry but I had to drive all over the effing bay to find the humane society and maybe talk them into helping me pay for the vet visit. And the vet totally pissed me off man. He told me that I had to come up with $300, the Humane Society was going to pay half of the bill which was $600, which I totally did not have. I have no monies! I work at Burkes for goodness sakes. So after said discussion, I told them that I had to go home and talk it over with my bro. Which I didn't, I just plain did not have 300 bucks for them to amputate Oliver's arm. And I felt like an asshole because I knew he was in pain. So I basically paid $100 dollars for the vet to tell me pretty much that I am shit out of luck. Nice. Also, he didn't even clean Oliver's wound, didn't even wrap his arm back up or give him anything for pain!! Talk about upset.
The night before I went to Walmart after I talked to Mike, and got a tiny ace bandage and some popsickle sticks. Mike home-made a splint for him. With a sewing kit and everything, lol.
So after I left the vet's office, I was so upset. I just cried and cried the entire day. I don't want my kitty to die. What am I supposed to do? Ugh. Conflicted. I don't want him to suffer.

So, yesterday while I was at work I called Dr. Lenord's office and made an appt for tomorrow cos he's a hell of a lot cheaper, and he has been referred to me by a lot of people. No payment plans though. I know it's a lot of money, but I love Oliver. I don't want him put down......

On to another subject, Elizabeth's baby ( Mayce Jade) is effing adawable!!! And a head full of hair! lols. Too cute

I guess I should wrap it up, might be a while before I can write again.

-love
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uhh [Nov. 22nd, 2008|11:52 pm]
nessa
[I'm feeling.. |calmcalm]

so, given the fact that twilight didn't EXACTLY follow the script, it was alright. I've seen it twice now, I'm absolutely in love with the story. And I know what you're thinking....
" oh god, the teen craze"
Whatever. My life has gotten quite boring, I have to entertain myself somehow.
Not much else has happened really. Gotta love the small towns. And growing away from once close friends in earlier years. bah humbug I suppose.
l8
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yo [Jun. 5th, 2008|06:04 pm]
nessa
so...
frikken awesome! We finally found a house, but it's kinda far from work. Oh well, do what ya gotta do right? That's what mom says anyways. I'm excited about getting our own house, but I kinda don't wanna move out of this place I'm staying now. My roomates are cool as shit. boo.
Anyways, work sucks. As always. Jen had the baby .. little Addy weighs like... 3 lbs now I think. She's doing really good though, off feeding tube and oxygen. So that's really good Jen and mom says. She's all the way in Hattiesburg and with the gas prices it's kinda hard for me to get up there and see her though. I'll be happy when she finally comes home though. She's gonna be tall as hell. So cute.
Ok, that's enough for now.
Write later.
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haayyy [May. 26th, 2008|11:46 pm]
nessa
[I'm feeling.. |calmcalm]

yay internet. entry time.

So I just moved in with my new roomteas, husband and wife and kids. But it's kinda awesome. I love it here. but mike is talking about getting a place this week, doubt that will happen but I told Cassie. I hope I don't have to move out next week. That'd suck cos I like it here.
Oh wells.
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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2008|04:57 pm]
nessa
[I'm feeling.. |draineddrained]

o shit son.
I'm bored, and on the internet...
so wa-LA!

p.s. leave me comments

p.s.#2
Having no internet nor cable sucks ballz.
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update. [Oct. 22nd, 2007|03:50 am]
nessa
[I'm feeling.. |lonelylonely]

I moved back home around the 1st of September or so. I found some fucked up shit, and left Jackson for good. It's been really hard being back here...alone. REALLY hard. I didn't suspect it would be this hard, but who does when it comes to a breakup right?
I thought I was ready, I thought I could handle it. But then I found out news, that I kinda suspected for a while anyways but didn't want to accept.
I mean, I don't mean to sound retarded, or like every other girl.
I thought I'd be with Britton for a really long time. Well, I guess 2 years constant is a really long time but, eh. I really do miss him, given the shit he's done to me, I do.
And I don't know why. Because he fucked me up, real bad.
And I shouldn't be the one second guessing my decision, right? I did the right thing. Everyone knows I did the right thing. But that doesn't make it any easier does it. It's still all pretty hazy. I can't get used to living here, without him in my life. I know I sound like a broken record, forgive me.
I just don't know what to do with life anymore. I really don't.
It's great seeing friends again regularly. Really great. I've missed them. They don't make up for what I'm missing though.
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guh. [Sep. 7th, 2007|03:10 am]
nessa
[I'm feeling.. |crushedcrushed]

so those of you who don't know, I'm back in the dirty south. Living with my mom, and it's pretty weird. I'm still going through a rough time though. It's hard getting used to the fact that I won't be waking up next to Britton everyday anymore. Really hard. It's getting better though.
I've had a few interviews here and there in the bay. I'm so lonely...god. I have to know that I made the right decision though. I did make the right decision, right? No, I did. I have to have more respect for myself than to put myself through what he did. And what he said. Uncertainty is a bitch though.

And the satellite is out because it's raining. boo!
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(no subject) [Jun. 28th, 2007|04:45 pm]
nessa
Your Birthdate: February 13

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.



>:)
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o0oh [May. 17th, 2007|10:50 am]
nessa
WE'RE HOME!!!!
Yay. I miss Britton's mom's house though cos it was so clean. haha. I've spend the last 3 hours picking up trash, washing dishes, and putting up clothes. Our room is so disgusting, I guess I'll have to spend my day off cleaning from wall to wall. Bah.
So last night was pretty intense. I had to drive from Pearl to South Jackson under the influence of pyschedelics. I was pretty scared, and sick. Sick the entire night. Work was okay... I need to find a new job though. Or a raise, either one.
For those of you who are wondering what I have been doing these passed months. Nothing really, just working and shit. Signed up for school, gotta go register Monday. I'm pretty happy about that. I needs muh edumication.
God.. I am so happy to have cable again. You have no idea. I am a slave to the tube. *sad face*
Okay, that's enough info for now. Write again later

l8rs
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