| holidays. |
[May. 10th, 2009|08:34 pm] |
hello friends!!
wow, I've really neglected this site for a while, my apologies.
I don't have teh interwebz.. =(
Happy Mother's Day to all of you mommies! =D
So a couple of days ago I was working ( like always, it's all I do now..), and so my bro calls me and the first thing that he says is " someone shot your cat"
...!!!
what the ff!
Okay I understand that he's a prowler, and not fixed so he's probably aggravating all the female cats around, but still. Don't shoot my kitty! And it's not like they were shooting around him to scare him off, they just barely missed his heart. Shattered his effing arm!! ( Trying to watch my language.)
And I felt really bad because earlier that week I kept him outside cos he was full of fleas and I was currently putting those drops on him, and flea bombing my house. So I wanted to wait to de-flea him. Also, another reason I felt like a horrible pet-owner is cos earlier that very same day I had heard him meow-ing at the door and I didn't get up to let him in. How horrible am I?
And so the very next day I got up extra early (7 A.M) to take him to the vet. Prior to finding out someone tried to kill my very adorable kitty, Elizabeth was due to have her baby at 8 A.M. that very same day (Thursday).
I tried to hurry but I had to drive all over the effing bay to find the humane society and maybe talk them into helping me pay for the vet visit. And the vet totally pissed me off man. He told me that I had to come up with $300, the Humane Society was going to pay half of the bill which was $600, which I totally did not have. I have no monies! I work at Burkes for goodness sakes. So after said discussion, I told them that I had to go home and talk it over with my bro. Which I didn't, I just plain did not have 300 bucks for them to amputate Oliver's arm. And I felt like an asshole because I knew he was in pain. So I basically paid $100 dollars for the vet to tell me pretty much that I am shit out of luck. Nice. Also, he didn't even clean Oliver's wound, didn't even wrap his arm back up or give him anything for pain!! Talk about upset.
The night before I went to Walmart after I talked to Mike, and got a tiny ace bandage and some popsickle sticks. Mike home-made a splint for him. With a sewing kit and everything, lol.
So after I left the vet's office, I was so upset. I just cried and cried the entire day. I don't want my kitty to die. What am I supposed to do? Ugh. Conflicted. I don't want him to suffer.
So, yesterday while I was at work I called Dr. Lenord's office and made an appt for tomorrow cos he's a hell of a lot cheaper, and he has been referred to me by a lot of people. No payment plans though. I know it's a lot of money, but I love Oliver. I don't want him put down......
On to another subject, Elizabeth's baby ( Mayce Jade) is effing adawable!!! And a head full of hair! lols. Too cute
I guess I should wrap it up, might be a while before I can write again.
-love |
|
|
| uhh |
[Nov. 22nd, 2008|11:52 pm] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| |  calm | ] |
so, given the fact that twilight didn't EXACTLY follow the script, it was alright. I've seen it twice now, I'm absolutely in love with the story. And I know what you're thinking....
" oh god, the teen craze"
Whatever. My life has gotten quite boring, I have to entertain myself somehow.
Not much else has happened really. Gotta love the small towns. And growing away from once close friends in earlier years. bah humbug I suppose.
l8 |
|
|
| yo |
[Jun. 5th, 2008|06:04 pm] |
so...
frikken awesome! We finally found a house, but it's kinda far from work. Oh well, do what ya gotta do right? That's what mom says anyways. I'm excited about getting our own house, but I kinda don't wanna move out of this place I'm staying now. My roomates are cool as shit. boo.
Anyways, work sucks. As always. Jen had the baby .. little Addy weighs like... 3 lbs now I think. She's doing really good though, off feeding tube and oxygen. So that's really good Jen and mom says. She's all the way in Hattiesburg and with the gas prices it's kinda hard for me to get up there and see her though. I'll be happy when she finally comes home though. She's gonna be tall as hell. So cute.
Ok, that's enough for now.
Write later. |
|
|
| haayyy |
[May. 26th, 2008|11:46 pm] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| | calm | ] |
yay internet. entry time.
So I just moved in with my new roomteas, husband and wife and kids. But it's kinda awesome. I love it here. but mike is talking about getting a place this week, doubt that will happen but I told Cassie. I hope I don't have to move out next week. That'd suck cos I like it here.
Oh wells. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[May. 5th, 2008|04:57 pm] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| |  drained | ] |
o shit son.
I'm bored, and on the internet...
so wa-LA!
p.s. leave me comments
p.s.#2
Having no internet nor cable sucks ballz. |
|
|
| update. |
[Oct. 22nd, 2007|03:50 am] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| |  lonely | ] |
I moved back home around the 1st of September or so. I found some fucked up shit, and left Jackson for good. It's been really hard being back here...alone. REALLY hard. I didn't suspect it would be this hard, but who does when it comes to a breakup right?
I thought I was ready, I thought I could handle it. But then I found out news, that I kinda suspected for a while anyways but didn't want to accept.
I mean, I don't mean to sound retarded, or like every other girl.
I thought I'd be with Britton for a really long time. Well, I guess 2 years constant is a really long time but, eh. I really do miss him, given the shit he's done to me, I do.
And I don't know why. Because he fucked me up, real bad.
And I shouldn't be the one second guessing my decision, right? I did the right thing. Everyone knows I did the right thing. But that doesn't make it any easier does it. It's still all pretty hazy. I can't get used to living here, without him in my life. I know I sound like a broken record, forgive me.
I just don't know what to do with life anymore. I really don't.
It's great seeing friends again regularly. Really great. I've missed them. They don't make up for what I'm missing though. |
|
|
| guh. |
[Sep. 7th, 2007|03:10 am] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| |  crushed | ] |
so those of you who don't know, I'm back in the dirty south. Living with my mom, and it's pretty weird. I'm still going through a rough time though. It's hard getting used to the fact that I won't be waking up next to Britton everyday anymore. Really hard. It's getting better though.
I've had a few interviews here and there in the bay. I'm so lonely...god. I have to know that I made the right decision though. I did make the right decision, right? No, I did. I have to have more respect for myself than to put myself through what he did. And what he said. Uncertainty is a bitch though.
And the satellite is out because it's raining. boo! |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Jun. 28th, 2007|04:45 pm] |
| Your Birthdate: February 13 | 
You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5
You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month. |
>:) |
|
|
| o0oh |
[May. 17th, 2007|10:50 am] |
WE'RE HOME!!!!
Yay. I miss Britton's mom's house though cos it was so clean. haha. I've spend the last 3 hours picking up trash, washing dishes, and putting up clothes. Our room is so disgusting, I guess I'll have to spend my day off cleaning from wall to wall. Bah.
So last night was pretty intense. I had to drive from Pearl to South Jackson under the influence of pyschedelics. I was pretty scared, and sick. Sick the entire night. Work was okay... I need to find a new job though. Or a raise, either one.
For those of you who are wondering what I have been doing these passed months. Nothing really, just working and shit. Signed up for school, gotta go register Monday. I'm pretty happy about that. I needs muh edumication.
God.. I am so happy to have cable again. You have no idea. I am a slave to the tube. *sad face*
Okay, that's enough info for now. Write again later
l8rs |
|
|
| oi oi |
[Mar. 1st, 2007|04:33 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my bed. | ] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | I'm rockin out to.. |
| | nada | ] |
so0o0o00o
It's been quite a month, eh?!
My birthday was the 13th... that sucked. Britton still hasn't gotten me anything, slacker. lol,
Also a really tragic thing happened last week. Britton's bestfriend, and one of my good friends also, died. It was horrible. I still really can't bring myself to accept it. It's hard. So much death, and so much life. But I guess it's time to accept what life has to offer, and deal with it. I've been doing it for 24 years now..
anyway.
I got a job at Babies R Us, and naturally, I hate it.
With a passion.
Fucking pregnant bitches, god damn sometimes I just want to punch them in the belly.
Other than that... ehh. My best friend Cassandra had a beautiful baby boy named Ragen Edward. How cute is THAT? Adorable. I miss her so
*tear*
that's all you get!
l8r kids |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Dec. 28th, 2006|03:04 am] |
so, Christmas was good. Went home to my mom's house and visited with family. Jen got to come down, which was really cool. Britton and I stayed like 3 days or so.
We came home like early Christmas Day, cos his ear was really hurting. He's such a drama queen , but I love him so much. It's weird, britton and I. We're total opposites, but I don't know what either one of us would do if we split. We haven't been intimate in a while, and it's no different than any other time. It's just cool. Although I am pretty horny. lol I know. TMI
heh
anyway.. I miss Diz, and Cassie, and Mandie, and Katrina, and all them. All I have here is Britton. im kinda drunk
sry
anyway.. Love all
pz |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Sep. 18th, 2006|08:46 pm] |
so how's everyone doing in the land of livejournal? I'm ok. It's my day off so I'm just copying some of my cd's to the computer because someone deleted my entire music collection. *angry face*
so anyway, next weekend is my nephew's birthday ! Yay. I'm driving down to picayune for saturday and sunday for his partay. Britton is probably gonna have to work though, :(
I wanna go out and do something damnit. I'm so bored. Wish some of my friends would come see me once and a while *hint hint*
jerks.
luv you! |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Aug. 2nd, 2006|11:02 am] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | I'm rockin out to.. |
| | none | ] |
hello kids. yes, I am still alive. Yes, still leading an awesome boring life, I love it. Diz came and visited me for like.. a night. Wish she could have stayed longer but eh, it was much fun. Got slightly drunk, and stoned. fun times.
So now I'm just waiting for 11:30 to come so I can go to work and come home, and probably do laundry. God I hate doing laundry, we have like, no clean clothes whatsoever.
Britton has yet to start his new job, blerg in the words of Sam. Blerg.
Seems as if my life is going no where fast, I am 23.. still not in college. Sometimes I just want to die, just because it'd be more fun than just lingering around waiting for stuff to happen. Yes, I am "that" lazy.
p.s. drugs are bad, mkay. |
|
|
| new life. isnt it grand? |
[Jun. 24th, 2006|10:28 pm] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | I'm rockin out to.. |
| | the inuyasha credits theme song | ] |
Im so tired, I just got off work. At least Im getting back my close to full time hrs. Thats a huge relief. Ugh this is so aggravating, I cant use apostrophe. It keeps inserting in some find menu box. Stupid interweb.
Anyway.. Brittons gone to Atlanta to hang out with his friends...at some warcraft party. Gay I know, but whatever. Supposedly hes coming back Sunday, tomorrow. I miss him so much I want to cry.
Sooo.. on to good news. Mike gets out of jail soon, july 11th. YAY
ANDDDDDDDD.. my bff is pregnant & shes getting married soon. So excited for her. Shes been waiting for this for a real long time. love uuuu
other than that.. nothing really has been going on. Just sitting at home, LIKE ALWAYS. Misti and I are going to start saving some money so we can go out..just us girls. Itll be great fun. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[May. 29th, 2006|02:15 pm] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| |  dirty | ] |
I rode down to New Orleans with some friends of mine, it was fun. BUT, the whole point of me going was because Cassie and Jason were supposed to be down this weekend. WEll, I called Cassie's phone repeatedly, but Britton's phone wouldn't work. It turns out Jason didn't goto the rave because he was sick. ok thats ok. So I talked to her and she told me to call her Sunday.. I did. No answer. They are probably back in the ATL by now. UPSET
PISSED
MAD
..sad |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[May. 17th, 2006|03:31 pm] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| | bored | ] |
Yay! We finally got cable & wireless !! It's still just as boring as before though. So anyway, we moved out of the house in pearl, thnx god.
aw. heh. That's one of my most recent photos.
but yeah, my brother is getting out of jail next month. Which is awesome ! !
that's about it .. exciting life..
..
.
ha
l8r kidz |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[May. 5th, 2006|09:46 pm] |
| [ | I'm feeling.. |
| | calm | ] |
man oh man. Absolutely nothing except me being a serious cunt. I have serious anger issues I think, suppressed issues. And they always come out when I drink. Blah, I made a complete ass of myself last night, haha. Big surprised eh? Whatever.
Work has been really pissing me off lately.. like this new girl right. I mean I get along with her just fine, but she fucking calls in all the goddamn time. like srsly, everytime she is scheduled.. she calls in like.. 30 minutes before she is due. Which pisses me off even more.. I'm tired of inconveniencing myself.. for her.
damnit. stress.
Anyway.. good news. Michael gets out of jail in like 3 months, that's it. The end. of this horrible, horrible ordeal. God damn.
anyway.. other news.. Diz's wedding could be in jepordy because of a minor mishap. Well, a huge ..thing. Justin had medical problems or soemething so the last time I talked to her she was worried about the wedding and shit. poor diz
anyway
later kidz |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|12:55 am] |
Watching Waiting, for the 50 billionth time. It's always hilarious, haha.
Not much has been going on really, just work. Like always. Mom had her surgery, and it went as well as it could have been. I went down there for about 3 days or so, and on my way home had a blowout. I couldn't get any more luckier.
Richard and Kasey moved away :( And I haven't talked to them since, I guess they haven't gotten internet or something. Lame. Dxm without Richard is weird. haha. But still fun.
blah. i have no reason to post this cos it's pointless but I guess I will. |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
hatemeloveyou's journal
gloomy